Nothing stays the same

 Now I finally realized what happened around me.Y'know I wish I can turn back time.I wish I can do better than this.How I wish I can help my friends by solving their problem together but it doesn't happen.Everything is far from normal.This is not supposed to be.This is not what I want and I know they also don't want this shit happened.Maybe it happens because of some reason where I even can't figure it out but it seems like its not worth it at all.I felt angry and confused lately.I tried to chillin myself but at one point,I can't.

 To be frank,watching them when they got problems and crying,its killing me inside.Every breathe hurts.Why? Why this happened to us? NO.It supposed to be 'Why this happened to me?! ' Oh gosh I'm totally insane.Yes all I can say is ,this is what we called insane.Am I the one who can feel like this or ahh now I'm speechless.Whatever it is,I will always pray for us and achieve what we want in our live.So,no matter what happen next,just go with the flow.Yeah I have too.